What Coming Out Should Look Like
There are a lot of questions that arise before thinking about coming out (a metaphor used by the LGBTQ+ community referring to revealing your sexual identity) to your friends, family, workplace, etc. How do I tell them? When? What will they say? Is it even worth it?
It’s important to weigh the pros and cons and plan the route that’s best for you. You can choose to come out intimately to a group of trusted and understanding friends, or you can throw a huge party. Even a social media post can be liberating. Even after this initial weight is off your shoulders, coming out really never ends. People will probably assume you are straight and having these conversations is something you’ll learn to navigate moving forward.
If coming out puts you in any danger, now is not the time. Your wellbeing, emotionally and physically, is the most important thing and only you know what’s best for you and your unique situation.
These feelings of fear and anxiety are not something the straight majority will ever experience, or fully understand from a personal perspective, but there are resources available to help those that decide to come out and liberate their identities. Once we’ve crossed that big and important bridge, it’s important we share our stories to help others cross it.
Coming out is different for everyone. For some, there’s little reason to worry, and these folks know they’re lucky. For most everyone else, coming out is a ticking time bomb that can mean any number of joyful or horrific consequences, and it’s probably a mixture of both. Even when you know your family and friends well, sometimes you’re utterly surprised, for better or for worse.
This year, I experienced what coming out should look like, though the pride I feel inside isn’t mine to own. That pride belongs to the young lesbian who felt in her heart that I was the right person to divulge such an exciting and terrifying knowledge of self. It’s a moment I’ll always hold dear, and her story deserves to be told.
Last April, I had to attend my stepfather’s funeral. He took his own life, and he did the best he could to leave as small a scar on the family as possible. It was an absolutely surreal experience, and needless to say, it sucked. It’s as simple as that. My stepfather had been in my life since I was 5, and now my 60-something mother was left to grow old alone, and my 24-year-old half-brother would never know the joy of celebrating life’s milestones with his dad.
One of the few highlights of this depressing April day was seeing my teenage cousin, whom I’ll call Kay, for the first time in years. Now that she had turned 17, I could tell her about my career as a sex toy expert and sex-positive writer. Kay had always looked up to me, and though I didn’t dare disturb the solemness of my family’s mourning by shouting my racy job to anyone else, it was a fun little secret for just the two of us, if only for a mere minute or two.
At the very tail end of this obviously exhausting day of laughing, crying, and then crying some more, Kay and I leaned in for a final goodbye hug, and then the most amazing thing happened.
She grabbed me extra tight, pulled my ear close, and excitedly whispered, “I’m gay, I have a girlfriend, and I’m living my best life! I’ve been dying to tell someone!”
I instinctively jumped up to meet her embrace and hugged her tightly, telling her I’d never felt so proud, and that, most of all, her impromptu coming-out was an instant liberation for me just as much as her. After a day filled with tears and grief, her exclamation uplifted my own spirit in a way I never could have imagined.
Kay was far from the first gay person with whom I’d shared a close bond. As a music and theater kid in high school, I’d had plenty of gay friends who were already out in the open. I grew up with gay guys and girls, and it wasn’t anything new.
But something was different this time. There was something magical about being the first person to whom Kay took a risk, albeit a small one considering my occupation, in revealing her big secret.
I responded with a huge smile and such a raucous that her parents looked over in confusion, wondering what their daughter and niece could possibly be so excited about at a time like this. The words practically flew out of my mouth in a rush of jubilant relief, telling her, “This just gave me life!”
We did our best to calm ourselves as we followed our respective parents out to the car, and over the next few days, I had the privilege of meeting Kay’s girlfriend on FaceTime. Kay was uncertain about telling her parents just yet, so we secretly reveled in fantasies of Kay and her partner visiting me in Los Angeles for a summer of slumber parties, beach days, and, of course, the Pride parade.
And that, in a not-so-nutshell, in a not-so-short story – that’s what coming out should look like. If it doesn’t, something’s wrong, and not with the person coming out – with the people on the receiving end.
It should bring joy and love to both sides of the conversation, having shared such an intimate moment with someone so special. Coming out should be natural for the person announcing it, and a privilege for the person being told. When someone comes out, there should be nothing but happiness and pride and celebration, because that’s what should happen when someone steps up and is courageous enough to be themselves.
It doesn’t matter what generation you’re from; it shouldn’t matter what you were taught, or what your family and friends might think. If someone comes out to you, whether it’s your child, your sibling, your best friend, or even a stranger, please understand – your acceptance means everything. It’s the difference between a thriving future and an endless battle. It can even mean the difference between life and death.
If you find yourself the bearer of a young LGBTQ+ person’s most sacred, trembling inner self, treat it like a gift, because that’s exactly what you’ve been given. And in that moment, you hold the power to give them the greatest gift of all in return: your love and support.
Colleen Godin is a seasoned pleasure product professional and avid outdoors-woman (though rarely both at the same time). She has worked in the business of pleasure products since college. From the adult boutique counter to traveling the country for major toy manufacturers, she’s been up close and personal with the world of pleasure products from the start. After all those years of working the sex toy market from every angle, she’s turned her attention to the luxury market, where she specializes in trends, tech, and sex education.