Since I was a person newly infused with hormones I have been attracted to men that wear dresses. Halloween during high school was always a job seeing my male friends in tight sexy dresses. It’s never gone away. I am very attracted to trans women. I feel as a born female that demographic is not looking for me. Then when I want to explore this or even talk about it with my husband there is a wall. He has said some things disparaging the sexiness of my fantasy. So I keep this hidden.
